Goodbye sweet Angel


I don’t understand why the angels took you away

It’s causes me so much grief to know your mummy and daddy are in pain
They didn’t get to know you very long
They will carry you in their hearts forever. 
I hadn’t been lucky enough to meet you yet
Mummy wanted to be wrapped up in you first
Shedding tears over a baby I will now never get to meet
Never got to smell that sweet head
Hold your tiny body or see your face up close
I miss you even though I’ve only known you through a few images mummy shared
I wish I could bring you back because I know you have taken a part of mummy and daddy that they will never be able to get back or replace
I will never understand why some have to leave this earth so soon 
Mummy and daddy may never accept you are gone
You brought them so much joy and filled their hearts
I can only promise to try my best to take care of them while you are apart
They will see you again one day
You will be reunited
Until then my sweet baby A rest in peace 
Mummy and daddy love you, will never forget you and will remember you everyday. 
  
Can’t imagine how one of my closest friends must feel loosing her newborn son. I can’t stop crying. I feel such sorrow for her and her husband. 
I will never understand why things like this have to happen. They believe in God. Why did God do this to them?
I believe in the universe but they don’t deserve this. Everything happens for a reason, but what is the reasoning behind this!
I’m so angry and hurt. Is it weird I feel betrayed too?
Why has this happened? They were good people. Their son would have wanted for nothing ESPECIALLY LOVE! Why did he have to die? This is so heartbreaking. 
I have no idea how to help my friend. I have no words or actions other than to tell her I love her and offer lots of cuddles and kisses. 
WHY?!
Death comes to us all eventually I understand that part but I don’t understand why this little boy has been taken away from us. 
I’m so confused.  I’m so upset. I get angrier the more I think about it but I’m trying to keep calm, but her little baby. 
3 weeks and 4 days he was here. That’s all the time she got to stare into his beautiful face, eyes and soul before he passed. 
When she carried him for months she refused to make any complaints because she knew she was blessed to carry a healthy baby when others couldn’t. 
She had a plan. She asked for advice she thought she might need. She ignored opinions of others that didn’t matter. She was organised. She was prepared for it all. Not this. Who can prepare for this. 
I feel so down. It just hurts that she has to go through this. It’s not fair, it’s not. 
I wish I could magic it all away, I wish I could turn back time, talk to the man she says is in charge. 
Give him back, just give him back please he was his and her everything. 
Not fair.
I’m so sorry my love, so sorry this had to happen to you. 
My rock, one of the loves of my life. 
May he rest in peace and may you live in peace. 
I love you. 
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One thought on “Goodbye sweet Angel

  1. …no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil. Isaiah 57:1 NIV

    This is the consolation I held onto when I also lost someone dear. ‘God knows best’… Him alone knows the reason & has the answer to the why? God why? question we find ourselves asking. Take care ๐Ÿ˜Š

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